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12/3/12

Psychical damage

I'm sitting here and eating my favourite food - frozen roll. No, I'm not kidding... Frozen roll is great. Cold and yummy.
And, from my own experience, it is against stomach ache. When I have stomach ache, I always eat frozen roll. So, it's physical pain.
I also have to say physical pain is the worst. Not for everybody, of course.
If you want to face psychical pain, you must be strong and mainly know what can you help. My voice inside whispers me: "Stop it, you can survive this, it doesn't hurt, you'll be fine..."
Well, I can just smile and say: "Yea, yea, that's right." and remember some nice memory.
But I'm not perfect and I have bad days, too. Someone says something I don't agree or I don't think it's fair and... I want to cry so bad. Damn it, what is wrong with me?
I hope nothing. It's normal and there are so many great people who help. And there are so many beautiful memories and made-up characters that... ^ ^
I love them.
"Say goodbye..."
Well, goodbye, I'm going to my handsome and nice healer. :)*

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