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12/16/12

Shut up, bitches!

I think I will cut someone's head off very soon. I am not kidding, I am really not! Aaargh.
(Shh, be quiet.)
You piss me off.
I try to explain: Somebody (and I think I know who) insults us, me and my friends. Bad words, bad strategy. Somebody thinks (s)he (probably she) can make trap. O, everybody is gonna hate them! Sure, sure, but you forget that I do NOT care what you say. I am NOT interested in your gossips and the other things you say.
(Be careful.)
Tomorrow... I... will... take... a sword and cut your head off. You will die and everything will be okay. I don't expect a war because (and listen carefully) I am blameless.
You all are blind.
You are.
...Emotional outpouring, nothing special. But I'm done with them. They look stupid, they are stupid.

12/11/12

The time machine

I love our conversations~ Every day at the lunch break we laugh normal and also abnormal things.
"Isn't it Dumbledore? Right there-" And I see my friend pointing to the 16.y.o. boy who queue.
"Yeah," I nod and look at my other friend. She loves secretly this guy. His name is... Thomas but we've promised we never say his true name. So... no better option than give him a nickname?
"Shut up," she mumbles and looks down at her plate with UBS (=universal brown sauce). Do her cheeks get a red colour or not?
Well, then starts the conversation. Not only about Dumbledore and other boys. I don't know how but...
Last week we were talking about the time machine. About way how it works etc.
"Imagine that you have used the time machine. You cannot prove its existence because during using the time machine you changed the past and now the things you changed are changed. And you think the things were always same, but they weren't.
Example: Your napkin is here. But in the past it had been there, you used the time machine to change his location and now the napkin is here instead of there."
"Difficult..." frowned both my friends.
I smiled and shrugged.
Normal day with normal people. :)

12/10/12

Latin, declension, conjugation...

Hello everybody!:)
I'm thinking about chocolate~ I don't want to eat it but... It's hard to say, I love chocolate but today I've had some problems, so I'll rather eat something else.;)
And also thinking about Latin lesson on Wednesday, damn it, I wasn't twice there! And I'm afraid I've already forgotten vocabulary :/ Puer (=boy), servus (=slave), exemplum (=example), bellum (=war, but I don't know why I always think it's bell!:)), sigillum (=seal, one of my favourite words!), animá (=soul, my most favourite)...
Well, it's not too bad :D Vocabulary is my - probably - strong side. Worse is declension... English doesn't have any cases... as nominative, genitive, dative etc. Um, that's why English is easier.
My language has seven cases but I speak automatically as every native speaker. But Latin sentences... e.g. Dominus cum servís in silvá labórat. (=A man is working with slaves in the forest. Crazy, isn't it?)
I believe I can do it ^ ^
And what about you?;)

12/3/12

Psychical damage

I'm sitting here and eating my favourite food - frozen roll. No, I'm not kidding... Frozen roll is great. Cold and yummy.
And, from my own experience, it is against stomach ache. When I have stomach ache, I always eat frozen roll. So, it's physical pain.
I also have to say physical pain is the worst. Not for everybody, of course.
If you want to face psychical pain, you must be strong and mainly know what can you help. My voice inside whispers me: "Stop it, you can survive this, it doesn't hurt, you'll be fine..."
Well, I can just smile and say: "Yea, yea, that's right." and remember some nice memory.
But I'm not perfect and I have bad days, too. Someone says something I don't agree or I don't think it's fair and... I want to cry so bad. Damn it, what is wrong with me?
I hope nothing. It's normal and there are so many great people who help. And there are so many beautiful memories and made-up characters that... ^ ^
I love them.
"Say goodbye..."
Well, goodbye, I'm going to my handsome and nice healer. :)*