Why do we write?

It's been a while... But I'm here again, in my full strength! I wanted to think about why we write posts, articles, stories, blogs etc. :) Some of you can say it's because we want to share our mood with the rest of the world and it doesn't depend on whether the mood is good or bad.
I've just realized I used to use my blog as a Internet diary... When I was happy, I was with my friends and enjoyed life. But as you may see, when I was angry about something, I wrote here post full of my upset feelings, so I can't be surprised I'm not satisfied with it :D
So let's change it! I can't promise anything but I will try...
Okay, back to the topic. Others would say they try to help people with their troubles and give them experiences.
This way we kind of feel other human beings and we are happy to communicate with them (at least I am... Say you don't like comments to your posts :D).
And stories? I write stories to live in my own non-real world, to run out of reality, if it is enough stressful for me :)

And you? Do you agree with this division or you have your own reason?

Arrow xxx

:(

Oh damn. I just can't choose right person to fall in love with. I just can't... And I even don't understand it... Why??? Why does he have everything I've ever wanted? :( Same interests in important areas... It is so fun to be around him... He is gentle... Damn!
And I also can't understand why I'm writing these stuff here.
...Out of topic: Every guy can be such an asshole! Why are they doing that? I don't know what to do really...
Stupid article and stupid my thoughts. I could f**k this off and... and...?

xxx sad stupid Arrow

Dance classes

As you may know, students in the high school (or grammar school like me) visit dance classes. Our class is not an exception, so every week on Wednesday we take dance classes. At first, I was really happy to learn how to dance, BUT... after the second lesson I was not so happy. And after the third I was pissed off. Why? It's really easy! Because that bitch just can't organise her classes! I am type of girl who went to the dance classes without a partner and hoped to get one. I danced with František, but next week he went to another girl. What?! Are you f***ing kidding me?! So when I did not have him, no one else came to me. And there was another problem, of course - three girls were extra. That means three girls had not a partner. It was me, Barča and some girl from another school.
Luckily, a few boys were waiting for the next dance classes, so she took them to us and we danced together. Okay, I said to myself, don't worry, next week it'll be fine.
And it was. I danced with boy and after five seconds I forgot his name (sorry!). I really don't want to complain so much but he just couldn't dance. Uah! Step back, step front, step aside... Is that so hard? He went aside, back and I don't know what more directions he did chose. This evening I was so annoyed that I said "one more problem and I'm out!.
You know, I am a person who loves castles, princesses, extraordinary big dresses and to know how to dance is a part of it. (I really like imagining dancing with handsome prince... or not prince, a handsome boy it's enough.) And now should I be dancing with someone who can't do it? How do I suppose to learn it?
...Well and here comes yesterday's classes. I dressed up and waited with my friends for the start. As we were sitting on our chair and chatting, she came and dancing started. Boys went to choose partners. I can't say I was surprised, when not three, but FIVE girls stayed sitting (including me, of course). Me and Barča were pissed off again, so we wanted to go away...
One of the best decisions I have ever made was made yesterday. Thank godness I stayed! After ten minutes came to our classes two boys, K. and K2. K. danced with me and K2 with Barča. (There were after another ten minutes boys for the rost of the girls, too.) It was totally awesome! I can't even describe it, I just LOVE that way dancing. He has alredy been glorious dancer and it's really big difference. The way how he held me, how gracefully he danced... Awww :3 In the moment I wished it would never end...
And now I wish even more I had my prince.
xxx
P. S. Thank you so so much!

Holidays

Hey everyone, no one... it depends.
It's first day of holidays today but I'm not happy at all. Well, I am happy, but not as happy as I would expect. It's because my mixture of emotions I have. So many things to do, so many things to think. And then holidays won't be as long as I need it to be.
Eh, really, how can I learn English and Maths and tidy my room and go on the trips and cook meals and write stories and write books and exercise, when I have to think about all my memories of the trip and last week at school?
I don't want to be a pessimist, so... HOLIDAYS!!!! :-))) We can take a break (and I need it desperately, at least from Biology and his stupid face -.- same as History, except it's HER stupid face) and relax and everything's gonna be fine.
Oh no, I forget another thing! XD I was up to learning Norwegian... uuuhhh... (Jeg heter Timmie og jeg er ... f**k :-D)
Great so ~ I must work till I am so asleep as I can go only to my bed. ^.^

♥♥♥ Don't you love him??? I DOOOOO!!!

There's a lot of interesting stuff which happened in my life recently. I don't know where I should start. Maybe with tarot cards, because that is my the most personal event~ To be clear: Me and my friend asked about our future life in abroad, exactly about countries we like (love?). Rose likes (loves~) Japanese and I like (love, choose whatever you want) Norway.
We were curious... Rose picked some card, which tells her she will not live in Japanese nor will be married to Japan guy. I thought so, too - Japanese is too far from us and... Well... Just say I thought so.
And me... What about me? My heart, my Norwegian skills... Main meaning of the card which I picked: wedding, happy life, good luck. REALLY?? WHOOOA :-D
That's something, huh? I can alredy see me living next to some beautiful fjord. ^^

The end of the lesson. And I have also wonderful poem! In Czech and in English :) About love and death... And Loki.

The best competition ever,

I think. I liked it so much and I hope I will be there next year as well. The weather was not bad, but it could be better - more sunshine and warmer.
However, I was too afraid I don't know anybody, my bad feelings pass very quickly. Now I can say I love these guys and I'm so excited to meet them again.
Friends and friends, there were a lot of people, I knew only half, I guess. In the end it was nice to see new couple of lovers (I would say "sausage of lovers" but no one would understand me x). It's because the word "sausage" means the same as "a couple" (= párek), but it's not suitable in English. Great joke! Same as "your eyes September" (=your eyes are shining).) I wish them much happiness to their lives and I hope some day they will get married (I'd like to see it!).
To be honest, I am jealous a little O:) I like one older boy (or rather man), but that's all. I won't write about my romantic feelings, it's a little embarrassing and nobody cares. (Well, I like him, I really do. ^ ^)
And... surprise to the end... I have wooon! The national competition in our native language... I was very surprised, but now I should start to write books, shouldn't I? ;-)
I love my native language as much as English (and I love English sooo much! - My the most most favourite subject).

:)

(If he wrote to me, I would be that much happy. ^ ^)

Our meeting and my broken heart

I was so exited about my first LARP (live acting role-playing, if you wish) when I was supposed to meet a lot of (great) people from the one Internet page.
I won't lie - it was awesome! I met amazing people there. Luc, Rosa, Marek... But as usual I wanted to meet closely one person. Say, I am interested because of our lesson we spent together and work hard for more knowledge.
I'm talking in secrets... But I can't different way. Well, this person is totally brilliant x) I... am confused. It is weird because I have seen him only once.
But, eh, I hope we'll have future together. Not as much as you think, just a little is enough.
I'm sooo looking forward! Awww :3