...a tak jsem našla starou básničku. Jen tak, náhodou. Byla ve starém sešitě z němčiny, a vzhledem k tomu, že ani nemám náladu nic dělat, nevím, proč jsem ho vyhrabala. Jasně, je v něm napsané téma, které potřebuji zpracovat, akorát ho teď nechci dělat. Možná zítra, možná pozítří, do úterka času dost. No, každopádně jsem si to přečetla a zjistila, že to docela vystihuje můj momentální stav (ne pořád, ne ve všem, ale necháme rány, ať se samy zahojí). Zde je ona oxymorónská básnička:
Tupý meč mi setnul hlavu,
je den, já nic nevidím,
v moři krve tady plavu
je hluk, já nic neslyším,
za okamžik rychle umřu
vůně už neucítím...
Docela dobré, ne? Bylo to složené nějak kvinta-sexta, domácí úkol z češtiny. Nejsem žádný rozený básničkář, ale na tenhle princeznovský kousek jsem docela pyšná. Stejně jako na další, ale o tom jindy.
Visitors
12/10/15
5/18/15
5/3/15
Gaming... to the end
I know I was so silly worrying about the people, the place, the games, the atmosphere - but it was even more amazing than I expected.
On Thursday I arrived in the afternoon and immediately met one of the members of our board game community. He is very nice, so it would be indeed hard not to like him. :) The same for a little family consisting of J., L. and their baby. Well, as you may know, I love children, and Dave was so amusing! And because I love children, children love me, of course. I admit, it looks kind of funny when a child is snuffling or crying and suddenly it is smiling. It is my special ability :D (I haven't met a child who would hate me... (Child nor person?))
I was like in heaven when I was sitting on a bench and from one side was Dave and from the other Mike (maybe the best moment ever :D).
Games. So many board games. I mean... I knew only 10% of them, but of course I came to learn how to play the rest 90% (oooor just 30%, because there was a little time :D). Biggest surprise - Eclipse ♥ I just love doing researches for upgrading my space ships (defend mode - 4 shields and I was unbeatable... and never believe anyone!). But to the other side, Twilight Imperium was a bit disappointing. Too long (up to 7 hours), I didn't get all the mechanisms and my planets were destroyed very quickly and the following 3 hours I was bored. (Another disappointment - Terra mystica. Really? What was this game about?! You do this, this, this and this and? You don't get any points. At least I was playing the fairies...)
Best graphic - Seasons (magiiiiiiiiic!!!!), and biggest excitement for me was Beast Bar (ah, so funny game, and easy :)). And more and more and more...
I'm so glad I did it and I hope next year we'll meet again :)
Just one thing was missing to the perfection of these four days O:)
xxx your princess
(P.S. Epic train fail :DDDD It was like my last game in real time... Oh my god, nevermore, and next time I play Space Alert, I'll think about the poor guys running across the space ship... and then dying... Horrible experience, horrible... :D)
On Thursday I arrived in the afternoon and immediately met one of the members of our board game community. He is very nice, so it would be indeed hard not to like him. :) The same for a little family consisting of J., L. and their baby. Well, as you may know, I love children, and Dave was so amusing! And because I love children, children love me, of course. I admit, it looks kind of funny when a child is snuffling or crying and suddenly it is smiling. It is my special ability :D (I haven't met a child who would hate me... (Child nor person?))
I was like in heaven when I was sitting on a bench and from one side was Dave and from the other Mike (maybe the best moment ever :D).
Games. So many board games. I mean... I knew only 10% of them, but of course I came to learn how to play the rest 90% (oooor just 30%, because there was a little time :D). Biggest surprise - Eclipse ♥ I just love doing researches for upgrading my space ships (defend mode - 4 shields and I was unbeatable... and never believe anyone!). But to the other side, Twilight Imperium was a bit disappointing. Too long (up to 7 hours), I didn't get all the mechanisms and my planets were destroyed very quickly and the following 3 hours I was bored. (Another disappointment - Terra mystica. Really? What was this game about?! You do this, this, this and this and? You don't get any points. At least I was playing the fairies...)
Best graphic - Seasons (magiiiiiiiiic!!!!), and biggest excitement for me was Beast Bar (ah, so funny game, and easy :)). And more and more and more...
I'm so glad I did it and I hope next year we'll meet again :)
Just one thing was missing to the perfection of these four days O:)
xxx your princess
(P.S. Epic train fail :DDDD It was like my last game in real time... Oh my god, nevermore, and next time I play Space Alert, I'll think about the poor guys running across the space ship... and then dying... Horrible experience, horrible... :D)
4/30/15
Sweet dreams :)
(How to piss off your hateful teacher – when she tells you she wants to laugh, too, ask her what stands in her way to do so. :D And for unknown reason now you are the worst… Stupid question but my answer wasn’t stupid at all. In fact, I’m still laughing :D)
Heh, I was about to talk about something else.
Our dreams, how they come out… :) My honest opinion is that our dreams are stuff we think about. And it doesn’t matter whether it is desire, fear, excitement… (As the Buddhists say – it’s your dream, you have to know, what it means.) It’s like reading a book (or watching a film, but I prefer books to films :D), everyone likes different characters and takes different advices. Casually, today my favorite teacher instead of European Union spoke about his dream.
If I didn’t know him, I would think he is drunk :D So so so much drunk :D I don’t know how he does it, but I was laughing all the lesson and I cried, too. It was so amazing I can hardly describe it.
To the point – his dream lasted from 3:30 a.m. to 4:30 a.m. (he was woken up by his phone to be acquainted tomorrow is holiday. Funny :D :D) and it was about him going to concert but he was in the mountains, then some big rock appeared, with doors to the flat where some grandma had lived. According to what he said the grandma was dead, but suddenly he saw her, her deadly white face, coldness… Well, then he woke up. So it was kind of nightmare, I suppose. I really have no idea why he told us :D
Arrogant schoolmate’s meaning of that dream: “You want to go to the concert but you are afraid to see some awful old witch.” I mean reaaaaally?! He tried to be funny but it didn’t work, he is only embarrassing himself :)
(Intermezzo – after one black coffee I’m full of energy :D And my place here in the train looks so funny – laptop plugged into socket, mobile plugged into laptop and headphones plugged into mobile :D)
Now… my guide how to have only beautiful dreams ^^ The most important step is to go to bed with peaceful calm in body and mind. Then the easier part – think about you want. Not only it helps to calm down your mind and tune yourself in better vibrations, in addition you eventually get it. How perfect :) Sweet dreams forever :)
With love,
xxx princess
Heh, I was about to talk about something else.
Our dreams, how they come out… :) My honest opinion is that our dreams are stuff we think about. And it doesn’t matter whether it is desire, fear, excitement… (As the Buddhists say – it’s your dream, you have to know, what it means.) It’s like reading a book (or watching a film, but I prefer books to films :D), everyone likes different characters and takes different advices. Casually, today my favorite teacher instead of European Union spoke about his dream.
If I didn’t know him, I would think he is drunk :D So so so much drunk :D I don’t know how he does it, but I was laughing all the lesson and I cried, too. It was so amazing I can hardly describe it.
To the point – his dream lasted from 3:30 a.m. to 4:30 a.m. (he was woken up by his phone to be acquainted tomorrow is holiday. Funny :D :D) and it was about him going to concert but he was in the mountains, then some big rock appeared, with doors to the flat where some grandma had lived. According to what he said the grandma was dead, but suddenly he saw her, her deadly white face, coldness… Well, then he woke up. So it was kind of nightmare, I suppose. I really have no idea why he told us :D
Arrogant schoolmate’s meaning of that dream: “You want to go to the concert but you are afraid to see some awful old witch.” I mean reaaaaally?! He tried to be funny but it didn’t work, he is only embarrassing himself :)
(Intermezzo – after one black coffee I’m full of energy :D And my place here in the train looks so funny – laptop plugged into socket, mobile plugged into laptop and headphones plugged into mobile :D)
Now… my guide how to have only beautiful dreams ^^ The most important step is to go to bed with peaceful calm in body and mind. Then the easier part – think about you want. Not only it helps to calm down your mind and tune yourself in better vibrations, in addition you eventually get it. How perfect :) Sweet dreams forever :)
With love,
xxx princess
4/29/15
A miracle
I wanna tell you one awesome thing that happened today... Well, I'm packing my backpack for trip to Prague and of course I'm thinking about taking with me my laptop. Sure, why not? But then... I have a look to my battery - 50%. Okay, fine, I'm saying to myself, I can go out now without charging for a half an hour.
When the battery is only about 7%, I go back and plug it in... Ehh, why isn't it charging now? Checking cables, electricity... Everything okay, except the fact that my battery isn't charging at all. :D
Oh fuck... what now? I just can't take my laptop with discharged battery. Google says a bit worrying thing - the battery died, and I should buy a new one. Nooo not now, I'm leaving tomorrow!!! I panic, as usual... It lasts 10 minutes, cause I'm really pissed off :D Then... I'm realising I don't need that laptop so bad, or his full battery, but it would be nice if it worked. Turning it off and on again, frowning at it, smiling at it, miscalling...
...and then a miracle :D
It starts charging... Oh my god :D :D Thinking about going mad, cause I'm surprised, how perfectly it works... Thay say I can't do everything... Nope, I can, I really can, but this is really awesome :D
So... I'm going continuing in packing now...
Prague, wait for me! :D
When the battery is only about 7%, I go back and plug it in... Ehh, why isn't it charging now? Checking cables, electricity... Everything okay, except the fact that my battery isn't charging at all. :D
Oh fuck... what now? I just can't take my laptop with discharged battery. Google says a bit worrying thing - the battery died, and I should buy a new one. Nooo not now, I'm leaving tomorrow!!! I panic, as usual... It lasts 10 minutes, cause I'm really pissed off :D Then... I'm realising I don't need that laptop so bad, or his full battery, but it would be nice if it worked. Turning it off and on again, frowning at it, smiling at it, miscalling...
...and then a miracle :D
It starts charging... Oh my god :D :D Thinking about going mad, cause I'm surprised, how perfectly it works... Thay say I can't do everything... Nope, I can, I really can, but this is really awesome :D
So... I'm going continuing in packing now...
Prague, wait for me! :D
4/8/15
Coming true
Hey everyone... Life is fucking awesome, you know :D
More than that...
I did just one thing.
I wished. I dreamt. I wanted.
And now every day comes some surprise.
I'm being really, but I mean REALLY happy ^^
Be happy with me :3 Love you.
xxx Arrow :)
More than that...
I did just one thing.
I wished. I dreamt. I wanted.
And now every day comes some surprise.
I'm being really, but I mean REALLY happy ^^
Be happy with me :3 Love you.
xxx Arrow :)
3/10/15
Bude pohádka!
Ano, opět česky, protože v poslední době jsem si nějak výrazně oblíbila češtinu. Neříkám, že jsem ji neměla ráda dřív (to jsem měla, mám a mít budu), ale teď ve mně převládl pocit jakési vznešenosti a možná i nadřazenosti. Je to tím, kolik se dá vytvářet krásných variací slov a vět, z nichž hodně jich je naprosto uchvacujících.
To je tak - když mluví Němec, neználkům připadá, že jim nadává :))) S češtinou a slovenštinou je to troufám si říct přesně naopak - i ta sprostá slůvka se mi líbí! Frekventovaně je sice nepoužívám, a když někdo v inteligentním kontextu nějaké z nich použije, vůbec mi to nevadí (taky je občas použiji, záleží na náladě).
V češtině jsem tedy po dlouhé době začala něco spisovat. Určitě mě znáte - romantika především (možná trochu tvrdší, uvidím), tentokrát pohádkový nádech místo realistického, dokonce jsem použila konfrontaci vznešeného s přízemním... I když, to asi vyzní divně, takže ten pohádkový kontext budu muset ještě upravit. Anebo ne, je to můj příběh, a ne nějaká knížka, kterou musejí mít v nakladatelství cenzurovanou.
Psaní mi bude trvat určitě dlouho. Píši pouze, když mám náladu, a to je hlavně ve dvou případech - kdy jsem extra šťastná a zrovna neprovozuji svou oblíbenou činnost (kromě psaní), a kdy mám melancholickou náladu (to už však nebývá příliš často). Teď vlastně nejsem ani v jednom z těchto stavů, ale vlastně psát na blog je něco jiného, než samotný příběh, do toho asi dneska nepůjdu.
A abych pořád jenom neplkala, je tady začátek (kratičký, však on to bude kratičký příběh):
To je tak - když mluví Němec, neználkům připadá, že jim nadává :))) S češtinou a slovenštinou je to troufám si říct přesně naopak - i ta sprostá slůvka se mi líbí! Frekventovaně je sice nepoužívám, a když někdo v inteligentním kontextu nějaké z nich použije, vůbec mi to nevadí (taky je občas použiji, záleží na náladě).
V češtině jsem tedy po dlouhé době začala něco spisovat. Určitě mě znáte - romantika především (možná trochu tvrdší, uvidím), tentokrát pohádkový nádech místo realistického, dokonce jsem použila konfrontaci vznešeného s přízemním... I když, to asi vyzní divně, takže ten pohádkový kontext budu muset ještě upravit. Anebo ne, je to můj příběh, a ne nějaká knížka, kterou musejí mít v nakladatelství cenzurovanou.
Psaní mi bude trvat určitě dlouho. Píši pouze, když mám náladu, a to je hlavně ve dvou případech - kdy jsem extra šťastná a zrovna neprovozuji svou oblíbenou činnost (kromě psaní), a kdy mám melancholickou náladu (to už však nebývá příliš často). Teď vlastně nejsem ani v jednom z těchto stavů, ale vlastně psát na blog je něco jiného, než samotný příběh, do toho asi dneska nepůjdu.
A abych pořád jenom neplkala, je tady začátek (kratičký, však on to bude kratičký příběh):
2/10/15
Iluze z dávných dob
Nevím proč, ale zrovna dneska jsem si vzpomněla na jeden příběh, který jsem napsala v roztržité a grozně melancholické a možná i zamilované náladě. (Určitě zamilované, poro je to tak sladké, ha ha.) S odstupem doby vidím, jakou jsem to napsala blbost... Pěkně prvotřídní blbost, protože jsem nutně cítila potřebu vypsat svoje pocity, holt když mě v tom kamarádka ještě podporovala. Nechci se z toho vymlouvat, napsala jsem to, a co se stalo, stalo se. Vlastně nestalo, sice je možné všechno, ale někdy je lepší od toho upustit... Ale co, myslím, že dvanáctiletým holkám by se tenhle zamilovaný příběh mohl líbit. A když ne jim, tak třináctiletým. Nebo úplně někomu jinému. Spisovat, to umím, i když to mnohdy nedává hlavu a patu. Abych pořád jenom neplkala, tak sem ten příběh dám. Není to podle reality, protože jsem si ji vysnila, ale... jejda, furt melu, tak nic, jdu to sem dát :D
1/30/15
Why do we write?
It's been a while... But I'm here again, in my full strength! I wanted to think about why we write posts, articles, stories, blogs etc. :) Some of you can say it's because we want to share our mood with the rest of the world and it doesn't depend on whether the mood is good or bad.
I've just realized I used to use my blog as a Internet diary... When I was happy, I was with my friends and enjoyed life. But as you may see, when I was angry about something, I wrote here post full of my upset feelings, so I can't be surprised I'm not satisfied with it :D
So let's change it! I can't promise anything but I will try...
Okay, back to the topic. Others would say they try to help people with their troubles and give them experiences.
This way we kind of feel other human beings and we are happy to communicate with them (at least I am... Say you don't like comments to your posts :D).
And stories? I write stories to live in my own non-real world, to run out of reality, if it is enough stressful for me :)
And you? Do you agree with this division or you have your own reason?
Arrow xxx
I've just realized I used to use my blog as a Internet diary... When I was happy, I was with my friends and enjoyed life. But as you may see, when I was angry about something, I wrote here post full of my upset feelings, so I can't be surprised I'm not satisfied with it :D
So let's change it! I can't promise anything but I will try...
Okay, back to the topic. Others would say they try to help people with their troubles and give them experiences.
This way we kind of feel other human beings and we are happy to communicate with them (at least I am... Say you don't like comments to your posts :D).
And stories? I write stories to live in my own non-real world, to run out of reality, if it is enough stressful for me :)
And you? Do you agree with this division or you have your own reason?
Arrow xxx
10/28/14
:(
Oh damn. I just can't choose right person to fall in love with. I just can't... And I even don't understand it... Why??? Why does he have everything I've ever wanted? :( Same interests in important areas... It is so fun to be around him... He is gentle... Damn!
And I also can't understand why I'm writing these stuff here.
...Out of topic: Every guy can be such an asshole! Why are they doing that? I don't know what to do really...
Stupid article and stupid my thoughts. I could f**k this off and... and...?
xxx sad stupid Arrow
And I also can't understand why I'm writing these stuff here.
...Out of topic: Every guy can be such an asshole! Why are they doing that? I don't know what to do really...
Stupid article and stupid my thoughts. I could f**k this off and... and...?
xxx sad stupid Arrow
10/9/14
Dance classes
As you may know, students in the high school (or grammar school like me) visit dance classes. Our class is not an exception, so every week on Wednesday we take dance classes. At first, I was really happy to learn how to dance, BUT... after the second lesson I was not so happy. And after the third I was pissed off. Why? It's really easy! Because that bitch just can't organise her classes! I am type of girl who went to the dance classes without a partner and hoped to get one. I danced with František, but next week he went to another girl. What?! Are you f***ing kidding me?! So when I did not have him, no one else came to me. And there was another problem, of course - three girls were extra. That means three girls had not a partner. It was me, Barča and some girl from another school.
Luckily, a few boys were waiting for the next dance classes, so she took them to us and we danced together. Okay, I said to myself, don't worry, next week it'll be fine.
And it was. I danced with boy and after five seconds I forgot his name (sorry!). I really don't want to complain so much but he just couldn't dance. Uah! Step back, step front, step aside... Is that so hard? He went aside, back and I don't know what more directions he did chose. This evening I was so annoyed that I said "one more problem and I'm out!.
You know, I am a person who loves castles, princesses, extraordinary big dresses and to know how to dance is a part of it. (I really like imagining dancing with handsome prince... or not prince, a handsome boy it's enough.) And now should I be dancing with someone who can't do it? How do I suppose to learn it?
...Well and here comes yesterday's classes. I dressed up and waited with my friends for the start. As we were sitting on our chair and chatting, she came and dancing started. Boys went to choose partners. I can't say I was surprised, when not three, but FIVE girls stayed sitting (including me, of course). Me and Barča were pissed off again, so we wanted to go away...
One of the best decisions I have ever made was made yesterday. Thank godness I stayed! After ten minutes came to our classes two boys, K. and K2. K. danced with me and K2 with Barča. (There were after another ten minutes boys for the rost of the girls, too.) It was totally awesome! I can't even describe it, I just LOVE that way dancing. He has alredy been glorious dancer and it's really big difference. The way how he held me, how gracefully he danced... Awww :3 In the moment I wished it would never end...
And now I wish even more I had my prince.
xxx
P. S. Thank you so so much!
Luckily, a few boys were waiting for the next dance classes, so she took them to us and we danced together. Okay, I said to myself, don't worry, next week it'll be fine.
And it was. I danced with boy and after five seconds I forgot his name (sorry!). I really don't want to complain so much but he just couldn't dance. Uah! Step back, step front, step aside... Is that so hard? He went aside, back and I don't know what more directions he did chose. This evening I was so annoyed that I said "one more problem and I'm out!.
You know, I am a person who loves castles, princesses, extraordinary big dresses and to know how to dance is a part of it. (I really like imagining dancing with handsome prince... or not prince, a handsome boy it's enough.) And now should I be dancing with someone who can't do it? How do I suppose to learn it?
...Well and here comes yesterday's classes. I dressed up and waited with my friends for the start. As we were sitting on our chair and chatting, she came and dancing started. Boys went to choose partners. I can't say I was surprised, when not three, but FIVE girls stayed sitting (including me, of course). Me and Barča were pissed off again, so we wanted to go away...
One of the best decisions I have ever made was made yesterday. Thank godness I stayed! After ten minutes came to our classes two boys, K. and K2. K. danced with me and K2 with Barča. (There were after another ten minutes boys for the rost of the girls, too.) It was totally awesome! I can't even describe it, I just LOVE that way dancing. He has alredy been glorious dancer and it's really big difference. The way how he held me, how gracefully he danced... Awww :3 In the moment I wished it would never end...
And now I wish even more I had my prince.
xxx
P. S. Thank you so so much!
6/28/14
Holidays
Hey everyone, no one... it depends.
It's first day of holidays today but I'm not happy at all. Well, I am happy, but not as happy as I would expect. It's because my mixture of emotions I have. So many things to do, so many things to think. And then holidays won't be as long as I need it to be.
Eh, really, how can I learn English and Maths and tidy my room and go on the trips and cook meals and write stories and write books and exercise, when I have to think about all my memories of the trip and last week at school?
I don't want to be a pessimist, so... HOLIDAYS!!!! :-))) We can take a break (and I need it desperately, at least from Biology and his stupid face -.- same as History, except it's HER stupid face) and relax and everything's gonna be fine.
Oh no, I forget another thing! XD I was up to learning Norwegian... uuuhhh... (Jeg heter Timmie og jeg er ... f**k :-D)
Great so ~ I must work till I am so asleep as I can go only to my bed. ^.^
♥♥♥ Don't you love him??? I DOOOOO!!!
It's first day of holidays today but I'm not happy at all. Well, I am happy, but not as happy as I would expect. It's because my mixture of emotions I have. So many things to do, so many things to think. And then holidays won't be as long as I need it to be.
Eh, really, how can I learn English and Maths and tidy my room and go on the trips and cook meals and write stories and write books and exercise, when I have to think about all my memories of the trip and last week at school?
I don't want to be a pessimist, so... HOLIDAYS!!!! :-))) We can take a break (and I need it desperately, at least from Biology and his stupid face -.- same as History, except it's HER stupid face) and relax and everything's gonna be fine.
Oh no, I forget another thing! XD I was up to learning Norwegian... uuuhhh... (Jeg heter Timmie og jeg er ... f**k :-D)
Great so ~ I must work till I am so asleep as I can go only to my bed. ^.^
♥♥♥ Don't you love him??? I DOOOOO!!!
11/26/13
There's a lot of interesting stuff which happened in my life recently. I don't know where I should start. Maybe with tarot cards, because that is my the most personal event~ To be clear: Me and my friend asked about our future life in abroad, exactly about countries we like (love?). Rose likes (loves~) Japanese and I like (love, choose whatever you want) Norway.
We were curious... Rose picked some card, which tells her she will not live in Japanese nor will be married to Japan guy. I thought so, too - Japanese is too far from us and... Well... Just say I thought so.
And me... What about me? My heart, my Norwegian skills... Main meaning of the card which I picked: wedding, happy life, good luck. REALLY?? WHOOOA :-D
That's something, huh? I can alredy see me living next to some beautiful fjord. ^^
The end of the lesson. And I have also wonderful poem! In Czech and in English :) About love and death... And Loki.
We were curious... Rose picked some card, which tells her she will not live in Japanese nor will be married to Japan guy. I thought so, too - Japanese is too far from us and... Well... Just say I thought so.
And me... What about me? My heart, my Norwegian skills... Main meaning of the card which I picked: wedding, happy life, good luck. REALLY?? WHOOOA :-D
That's something, huh? I can alredy see me living next to some beautiful fjord. ^^
The end of the lesson. And I have also wonderful poem! In Czech and in English :) About love and death... And Loki.
6/28/13
The best competition ever,
I think. I liked it so much and I hope I will be there next year as well. The weather was not bad, but it could be better - more sunshine and warmer.
However, I was too afraid I don't know anybody, my bad feelings pass very quickly. Now I can say I love these guys and I'm so excited to meet them again.
Friends and friends, there were a lot of people, I knew only half, I guess. In the end it was nice to see new couple of lovers (I would say "sausage of lovers" but no one would understand me x). It's because the word "sausage" means the same as "a couple" (= párek), but it's not suitable in English. Great joke! Same as "your eyes September" (=your eyes are shining).) I wish them much happiness to their lives and I hope some day they will get married (I'd like to see it!).
To be honest, I am jealous a little O:) I like one older boy (or rather man), but that's all. I won't write about my romantic feelings, it's a little embarrassing and nobody cares. (Well, I like him, I really do. ^ ^)
And... surprise to the end... I have wooon! The national competition in our native language... I was very surprised, but now I should start to write books, shouldn't I? ;-)
I love my native language as much as English (and I love English sooo much! - My the most most favourite subject).
:)
(If he wrote to me, I would be that much happy. ^ ^)
However, I was too afraid I don't know anybody, my bad feelings pass very quickly. Now I can say I love these guys and I'm so excited to meet them again.
Friends and friends, there were a lot of people, I knew only half, I guess. In the end it was nice to see new couple of lovers (I would say "sausage of lovers" but no one would understand me x). It's because the word "sausage" means the same as "a couple" (= párek), but it's not suitable in English. Great joke! Same as "your eyes September" (=your eyes are shining).) I wish them much happiness to their lives and I hope some day they will get married (I'd like to see it!).
To be honest, I am jealous a little O:) I like one older boy (or rather man), but that's all. I won't write about my romantic feelings, it's a little embarrassing and nobody cares. (Well, I like him, I really do. ^ ^)
And... surprise to the end... I have wooon! The national competition in our native language... I was very surprised, but now I should start to write books, shouldn't I? ;-)
I love my native language as much as English (and I love English sooo much! - My the most most favourite subject).
:)
(If he wrote to me, I would be that much happy. ^ ^)
4/9/13
Our meeting and my broken heart
I was so exited about my first LARP (live acting role-playing, if you wish) when I was supposed to meet a lot of (great) people from the one Internet page.
I won't lie - it was awesome! I met amazing people there. Luc, Rosa, Marek... But as usual I wanted to meet closely one person. Say, I am interested because of our lesson we spent together and work hard for more knowledge.
I'm talking in secrets... But I can't different way. Well, this person is totally brilliant x) I... am confused. It is weird because I have seen him only once.
But, eh, I hope we'll have future together. Not as much as you think, just a little is enough.
I'm sooo looking forward! Awww :3
I won't lie - it was awesome! I met amazing people there. Luc, Rosa, Marek... But as usual I wanted to meet closely one person. Say, I am interested because of our lesson we spent together and work hard for more knowledge.
I'm talking in secrets... But I can't different way. Well, this person is totally brilliant x) I... am confused. It is weird because I have seen him only once.
But, eh, I hope we'll have future together. Not as much as you think, just a little is enough.
I'm sooo looking forward! Awww :3
2/20/13
Games...
I wasn't here for a long time, because... I have much to do (school projects, present for my friend) and... Well, my point is I am back. I guess not forever, projects are waiting to me, but for today I can write.
What happened weeks ago?
It was Christmas - the time for family to get together and have fun, play games, give presents etc. I really enjoyed it. And, as every year, I look forward to next Christmas.
Then rest of our family came. I love them - my uncles, aunts and cousins. That's why New Year's Eve is my favourite day. We all are together at our house and the fun is infinity. White Elephant (do you know this game? It is really fun!) - I got a little cactus! Cute one ^ ^ Another cool gift was a big glass for beer. I don't drink beer (I can't ;)) but I liked the glass and I was imagining I drink e.g. juice or water form it. So... I have cactus, I'm satisfied.
The best time is 6-12p.m. at New Year's Eve. People make groups of 2-5 members and go and play gamer or watch TV or do something else. Me and my uncle and aunt play Space Alert. The best game I've ever known! Space ships, enemies, cannons, shields, cooperation... I'm in love with this game. :) Vlaada Chvátil make a brilliant games - I tried Mage-Knight and read the rulebook of Příšerky z podzemí (uhhm, I don't know English equivalent... Maybe "A little monsters from underground"?). I almost cry (so much I love these games).
Space Alert was owned by my uncle so I could play it only at New Year's Eve. But in January I saved up some money (1800Kč = 61,63 pounds) and bought this awesome game!!! I've already played it many times and I always feel happy.
I wonder I maybe could go to same meeting of fans of board games. Nobody plays with me at home, so I regret it...
Well.... That's probably all today.
What happened weeks ago?
It was Christmas - the time for family to get together and have fun, play games, give presents etc. I really enjoyed it. And, as every year, I look forward to next Christmas.
Then rest of our family came. I love them - my uncles, aunts and cousins. That's why New Year's Eve is my favourite day. We all are together at our house and the fun is infinity. White Elephant (do you know this game? It is really fun!) - I got a little cactus! Cute one ^ ^ Another cool gift was a big glass for beer. I don't drink beer (I can't ;)) but I liked the glass and I was imagining I drink e.g. juice or water form it. So... I have cactus, I'm satisfied.
The best time is 6-12p.m. at New Year's Eve. People make groups of 2-5 members and go and play gamer or watch TV or do something else. Me and my uncle and aunt play Space Alert. The best game I've ever known! Space ships, enemies, cannons, shields, cooperation... I'm in love with this game. :) Vlaada Chvátil make a brilliant games - I tried Mage-Knight and read the rulebook of Příšerky z podzemí (uhhm, I don't know English equivalent... Maybe "A little monsters from underground"?). I almost cry (so much I love these games).
Space Alert was owned by my uncle so I could play it only at New Year's Eve. But in January I saved up some money (1800Kč = 61,63 pounds) and bought this awesome game!!! I've already played it many times and I always feel happy.
I wonder I maybe could go to same meeting of fans of board games. Nobody plays with me at home, so I regret it...
Well.... That's probably all today.
12/16/12
Shut up, bitches!
I think I will cut someone's head off very soon. I am not kidding, I am really not! Aaargh.
(Shh, be quiet.)
You piss me off.
I try to explain: Somebody (and I think I know who) insults us, me and my friends. Bad words, bad strategy. Somebody thinks (s)he (probably she) can make trap. O, everybody is gonna hate them! Sure, sure, but you forget that I do NOT care what you say. I am NOT interested in your gossips and the other things you say.
(Be careful.)
Tomorrow... I... will... take... a sword and cut your head off. You will die and everything will be okay. I don't expect a war because (and listen carefully) I am blameless.
You all are blind.
You are.
...Emotional outpouring, nothing special. But I'm done with them. They look stupid, they are stupid.
(Shh, be quiet.)
You piss me off.
I try to explain: Somebody (and I think I know who) insults us, me and my friends. Bad words, bad strategy. Somebody thinks (s)he (probably she) can make trap. O, everybody is gonna hate them! Sure, sure, but you forget that I do NOT care what you say. I am NOT interested in your gossips and the other things you say.
(Be careful.)
Tomorrow... I... will... take... a sword and cut your head off. You will die and everything will be okay. I don't expect a war because (and listen carefully) I am blameless.
You all are blind.
You are.
...Emotional outpouring, nothing special. But I'm done with them. They look stupid, they are stupid.
12/11/12
The time machine
I love our conversations~ Every day at the lunch break we laugh normal and also abnormal things.
"Isn't it Dumbledore? Right there-" And I see my friend pointing to the 16.y.o. boy who queue.
"Yeah," I nod and look at my other friend. She loves secretly this guy. His name is... Thomas but we've promised we never say his true name. So... no better option than give him a nickname?
"Shut up," she mumbles and looks down at her plate with UBS (=universal brown sauce). Do her cheeks get a red colour or not?
Well, then starts the conversation. Not only about Dumbledore and other boys. I don't know how but...
Last week we were talking about the time machine. About way how it works etc.
"Imagine that you have used the time machine. You cannot prove its existence because during using the time machine you changed the past and now the things you changed are changed. And you think the things were always same, but they weren't.
Example: Your napkin is here. But in the past it had been there, you used the time machine to change his location and now the napkin is here instead of there."
"Difficult..." frowned both my friends.
I smiled and shrugged.
Normal day with normal people. :)
"Isn't it Dumbledore? Right there-" And I see my friend pointing to the 16.y.o. boy who queue.
"Yeah," I nod and look at my other friend. She loves secretly this guy. His name is... Thomas but we've promised we never say his true name. So... no better option than give him a nickname?
"Shut up," she mumbles and looks down at her plate with UBS (=universal brown sauce). Do her cheeks get a red colour or not?
Well, then starts the conversation. Not only about Dumbledore and other boys. I don't know how but...
Last week we were talking about the time machine. About way how it works etc.
"Imagine that you have used the time machine. You cannot prove its existence because during using the time machine you changed the past and now the things you changed are changed. And you think the things were always same, but they weren't.
Example: Your napkin is here. But in the past it had been there, you used the time machine to change his location and now the napkin is here instead of there."
"Difficult..." frowned both my friends.
I smiled and shrugged.
Normal day with normal people. :)
12/10/12
Latin, declension, conjugation...
Hello everybody!:)
I'm thinking about chocolate~ I don't want to eat it but... It's hard to say, I love chocolate but today I've had some problems, so I'll rather eat something else.;)
And also thinking about Latin lesson on Wednesday, damn it, I wasn't twice there! And I'm afraid I've already forgotten vocabulary :/ Puer (=boy), servus (=slave), exemplum (=example), bellum (=war, but I don't know why I always think it's bell!:)), sigillum (=seal, one of my favourite words!), animá (=soul, my most favourite)...
Well, it's not too bad :D Vocabulary is my - probably - strong side. Worse is declension... English doesn't have any cases... as nominative, genitive, dative etc. Um, that's why English is easier.
My language has seven cases but I speak automatically as every native speaker. But Latin sentences... e.g. Dominus cum servís in silvá labórat. (=A man is working with slaves in the forest. Crazy, isn't it?)
I believe I can do it ^ ^
And what about you?;)
I'm thinking about chocolate~ I don't want to eat it but... It's hard to say, I love chocolate but today I've had some problems, so I'll rather eat something else.;)
And also thinking about Latin lesson on Wednesday, damn it, I wasn't twice there! And I'm afraid I've already forgotten vocabulary :/ Puer (=boy), servus (=slave), exemplum (=example), bellum (=war, but I don't know why I always think it's bell!:)), sigillum (=seal, one of my favourite words!), animá (=soul, my most favourite)...
Well, it's not too bad :D Vocabulary is my - probably - strong side. Worse is declension... English doesn't have any cases... as nominative, genitive, dative etc. Um, that's why English is easier.
My language has seven cases but I speak automatically as every native speaker. But Latin sentences... e.g. Dominus cum servís in silvá labórat. (=A man is working with slaves in the forest. Crazy, isn't it?)
I believe I can do it ^ ^
And what about you?;)
12/3/12
Psychical damage
I'm sitting here and eating my favourite food - frozen roll. No, I'm not kidding... Frozen roll is great. Cold and yummy.
And, from my own experience, it is against stomach ache. When I have stomach ache, I always eat frozen roll. So, it's physical pain.
I also have to say physical pain is the worst. Not for everybody, of course.
If you want to face psychical pain, you must be strong and mainly know what can you help. My voice inside whispers me: "Stop it, you can survive this, it doesn't hurt, you'll be fine..."
Well, I can just smile and say: "Yea, yea, that's right." and remember some nice memory.
But I'm not perfect and I have bad days, too. Someone says something I don't agree or I don't think it's fair and... I want to cry so bad. Damn it, what is wrong with me?
I hope nothing. It's normal and there are so many great people who help. And there are so many beautiful memories and made-up characters that... ^ ^
I love them.
"Say goodbye..."
Well, goodbye, I'm going to my handsome and nice healer. :)*
And, from my own experience, it is against stomach ache. When I have stomach ache, I always eat frozen roll. So, it's physical pain.
I also have to say physical pain is the worst. Not for everybody, of course.
If you want to face psychical pain, you must be strong and mainly know what can you help. My voice inside whispers me: "Stop it, you can survive this, it doesn't hurt, you'll be fine..."
Well, I can just smile and say: "Yea, yea, that's right." and remember some nice memory.
But I'm not perfect and I have bad days, too. Someone says something I don't agree or I don't think it's fair and... I want to cry so bad. Damn it, what is wrong with me?
I hope nothing. It's normal and there are so many great people who help. And there are so many beautiful memories and made-up characters that... ^ ^
I love them.
"Say goodbye..."
Well, goodbye, I'm going to my handsome and nice healer. :)*
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